u/explainthestars

I often got journals as gifts for some reason and I do like writing, but journaling is noooot something I've been able to get into at all.

The idea of putting down my thoughts always felt kind of gross to me. Like I really DON'T want to hold on to any remnant of who I was in that specific moment. I wanted the freedom to change or be anything and not have any record of any piece of the past. I also hated the idea of someone finding it and using it against me.

Even if I used a journal for a little while, I'd usually tear out the pages or destroy it or set it on fire eventually. This strikes me as maybe having to do with weaker Si and Fi, so I'm curious if y'all can relate.