I wanna get over my driving fear but I cant and no one in my family understands
Im currently 17 and have my license but I hate driving, it makes me get really anxious. I took a few driving classes which I thought helped me(before I got my license, and at the same place I took my test). I actually felt really good during my driving test, I was still nervous but felt confident and very comfortable in the car since it was a sudan and had really smooth controls(I practiced with the school in sudan sized cars). After my test whenever I drove my family cars I felt very out of control and anxious(both are SUVs), and ever since I drove in my family cars two times I stopped driving entirely.
Its been basically half a year since I got my license and I really wanna drive, so I decided to practice over summer with more classes to build my confidence. When I told my mom I wanted to take classes and got kinda upset with me saying she didn't have money for that and told me to practice in our white SUV(which is older), and when I told her I felt very uncomfortable driving that car( or any SUV) she literally said she thought I was a strong person but I was actually weak?? I then tried explaining to her that I was sure that as soon as I started driving I would get really anxious, and that by taking lessons with a school instead I would feel more confident. I would also not potentially endanger myself or anyone around me.
Tell me if Im being unreasonable and stubborn by refusing to drive in our family cars. I really really wanna be able to drive confidently and good, especially for my senior year since I wanna get a job too. And let me know if anyone has any good tips for me.