u/dumbwis

similar to the last few posts ive seen on this sub, i too am looking for some friends in this city because despite it being my hometown, i barely know people here (covid and college are to be blamed for this 😭)

so HI, i’m f22. looking strictly for girl friends to idk go cafe hopping, evening walks, drives, trying random classes, or going to the movies. anything honestly

i’m pretty chill and chronically in the energy of “let’s go out for no reason” lately 😭

so if anyone is interested lmk :3

pata hai aaj kya hua, i take morning walks everyday but i was a little late today so there were more people outside than usual.

ab main aaram se lalalala karte hue, moment of silence pod sunte hue bas chal rhi hu, lekin fir random people started looking and staring at me but okay maybe it was my overthinking but then, EK UNCLE apni bike se mera peecha karne lag gye.

he was staring, and would slowly pass me aur thoda aage ruk jaate, fir id cross him aur firse same. aisa tab tak hua jab tak main colony ke andar nhi aayi.

fir andar, tho its safe and all but i couldn't feel it yk? mera dhyaan bas peeche se koi aa to nhi rha, log kitne hain aas paas, in sab mein hi reh gaya

walk bhi kharab, mood bhi kharab

and its sad how even when i was safe, within my gated- society, i couldn't feel it