Low mood concern - when will I feel joy?
I would've thought that seeing two lines on a test would have brought me so much joy, but ever since I tested positive I have felt no rush of wonderful emotions at the prospect of being pregnant. While my partner is beaming and chatting about tiny baby boots and names, I honestly just feel numb. Being concerned that this isn't a viable pregnancy is stopping me from enjoying life (as much as possible while dealing with exhaustion/nausea). I feel as though I've had to isolate myself as we're not telling anyone yet. My world has shrunk, I've not been to the gym, I'm not doing my hobbies, I'm not seeing friends all because I'm exhausted and feel sick. We've booked an early test at 7 weeks for some reassurance and I'm terrified of it 😅 we don't even have a history of miscarriages! When does the joy and excitement start? 6+5 weeks