u/dirty_nachos22

Everyday you rip my heart from my chest and I fight so hard to leave you behind but I can't. So all that's left is for me to exit this world permanently

It's not asking too much to be loved back to have someone try and understand you to not be met with ridicule and criticism and anger and hate. I'm not asking too much when all I want in return is what I give. I'm not too much. I'm the perfect amount if only your eyes would open up and truly see.

I'll never understand why you have to push a narrative on me that is untrue when I chose you over and over again when I was trying to give you the one thing that your heart wanted the same thing that my heart wants. You hurt me in ways that you refuse to see and yet I still chose you. You're the one I want to talk to. I tried to help you. I fought like hell to get you that job and instead of being met with gratitude for any of this s*** that I've done, I was met with hate. You tell me to take accountability. I do take accountability for the things that I've done but you want me to take accountability for the things that I haven't done that's the difference.

And still on the inside. I know that I chose you. I always will. I just wish you could be honest with me and yourself.

I never did them wrong. I was always supportive, understanding, caring, etc. You know whenever things got hard for them they took it out on me. Treated me like s*** and then expected me to act as if nothing happened when they decided to return this last round of cruelty that I am undeserving of all because I was trying to help and be there is the last straw for me.

People need to realize that you can't treat someone like s*** that's there. Just trying to be supportive and be there for you and be solid for you and for everything to be okay. When you decide to come back people need to take accountability. Do better be better instead of making up the excuses that they treat people like that because that's how they were treated. We were all treated like s*** it's our responsibility to do better and to be better not toss out. Undeserved cruelty to the few good ones that are left.