I’m not Christian, it’s not my calling, I am not drawn to it. Period. However I am an adult who is financially dependent on her family (for ex I don’t have a car or a job during the summer because I work on campus). My family is helping me out with college and I’m even speculating that they are purposely delaying getting me a car so I can work more/make more money and mainly believe in the same religion as them (they know I haven’t “accepted Jesus”). Here is the thing though it goes as far as they start to say indirectly “one day something very bad will happen to you and you will run to Christ”. Basicallyyyy they are giving evil eye/cursing me when they say that because the younger is powerful and when they do this I do not feel spiritually safe. I need to get away from them, I believe loving them from afar would be the best case scenario for me but it feels impossible to do so because of how much I am financially dependent on them to survive :( any advice for my situation?
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u/decaying_dolll — 10 days ago
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Anyone going to the nbhd concert this November in Atlanta and wanna meetup or just be in a instagram group chat?
u/decaying_dolll — 14 days ago
For some background/context, I’ve been struggling with mental health since 8 years old, I am now 19 years old attending college but I have no idea where I’m heading off to in life. I have even been getting this eerie feeling that my life may end soon but even if that is not the case I am curious on what is in it for me in about 3-10 years. What will my career be and will I be successful? Will I ever overcome my mental illnesses or will I only spiral and they get worse? Am I on the right path? Those are the kind of questions I am seeking answers for and I’d be very grateful if any psychic would be able to answer :)
u/decaying_dolll — 16 days ago