u/davey__gravy

I find myself struggling with a few things. I have no idea what to do with the kite or yod energy, and so I'm just tense all the time. The mystic's rectangle makes it easy to underperform (I've read this is a byproduct of said aspect pattern, and it's certainly true in my case). The complete lack of fire in my chart also makes it entirely too easy to do nothing. Also, Saturn is the only planet in all three patterns, and I've been told it's my guiding planet, but I don't know what to do with this knowledge. I have other thoughts about what I've learned about my chart but at this point I'm hear for other peoples thoughts.

How would you interpret this collection of energies and direct it productively?