fear of food/drugs
hello i’m posting in here to see if anyone has had something similar / can share their story.
i’ve literally never thought i had ocd before in my life until the past like month. Ive been obsessed with my food being drugged to the point where i’d rather just not eat.
Like it’s so irrational that i can’t even eat with my hands anymore because im afraid i touched something “contaminated” with drugs or that i have drugs on my hands and its going to fall into my food. I’ve literally never done drugs WHY would it be on my hands. It’s like ruining my life at this point i can’t eat without having a panic attack / crying thinking that i ingested something. Has anyone else have anything similar happen to them?