Expecting my first embryo transfer at the end of the month, right in time for testing around Mother's day. I'm already sad.
My first ER resulted in two blasts, one euploid and another that would need to be retested. Neither of them had good grading (4cc and 5cc) but we were advised that euploid is more important than grading. We have decided to go through with transferring our one euploid around the end of the month.
Emotionally, I've been between tentative optimism due to my age, euploid statistics, and great saline sonogram, and complete despair. I was already planning to go fully underground and offline during Mother's day, but the added stress of the outcome of my ET has cast another shadow on the day. After this transfer, our benefits for IVF completely run out until next year when I can switch to my health insurance from my husbands.
Sometimes it feels hopeless. How does anyone survive this stress?