u/cookie_2802

i was hospitalised last summer and after i got discharged i’ve relapsed cuz of stress and stuff but ive appear always wanted to recover and fully get rid of this stupid illness

one thing i realised recently is that i’m not “scared” of weight gain but i’m scared of losing myself? if i recover??

it’s like anorexia is me and i am anorexia? it’s like if i get better who am i?? what will ppl see me as? will they still treat me as this anorexic skinny person who is rigid and angry all the time

does anyone feel like this too 😭