It's so sad
I want so much with you. We talked about the future. I could see this person in front of me doubting his self because he didn't think he deserved a great life. He truly deserves everything good in life. He's made a lot of bad choices and mistakes but let that shit go. I know I am not perfect. I want to work through every obstacle together. Team work and all the things you think I'll be mad about and run away from you. I'm not running. I'm staying here because I believe what we have is worth it. I have struggled with so much in life and made bad choices. I'm not perfect but continue to keep working on myself to be a better person and most importantly a better partner. I know it's not going to be easy but I only have one person I know I really love YOU. I want to heal together and work on all the problems to get to the root of the issue. Childhood trauma is hard. I had to dig deep and what I can't change is the past but I'm not letting it affect my future any longer. I'm here and I only want to spend the rest of my life with you. Are you ready? mi amore