u/claudiafromturin

Hello! I might need some help with a reading. I asked the I Ching a question that has a bit of frustration in it, I have to be honest. What I asked was: “Why doesn’t love come to me? When will my joy come?”
I got hexagram 43 with 4 mutant lines (first, third, fourth and sixth).
I am 28, I’ve never had a relationship (just a couple of situationships, both times my heart was shattered into pieces), but deep down I long for a reciprocal love, the kind of love I have never had in my life. It might sound like the silly rant of a superficial teenager, but it’s an important topic to me. When I catch feels for someone (no matter who he is), these feelings can get quite intense and when it goes to waste, life turns black and white and it affects me more than I want to admit.