Guidance?
I need Jesus so bad . And I was very stagnant in my recovery. I really want to grow and be better honestly. There’s a lot of things im uncertain about! Most things in fact. But I only want to grow and do better. I’m struggling in my relationship w Christ. I feel like a fake. I know He loves me but my battle is just not knowing what to believe out of the Bible. I want to believe it’s all true and cut and dry, but part of me feels like there’s more to it than that. And I don’t feel comfortable accepting whatever im told to, I believe in Gods love. I believe in Christ crucified to save us from our sins. I believe He is risen from the dead. I know there’s more to it than that. I want to be a good person. I want to believe that God is good all the time, but I can’t say this will total certainty unless I’m lying… the thing is while I do believe that He is good.. I also don’t think I know Him well enough to speak on who He is. It’s all just what I’ve heard about Him… but I don’t KNOW…