u/buttercupbronco

Last night I had an experience that has left me confused. I know and fully trust the maker of this medicine, so it was not related to the DMT itself.

I was on 1 hit of LSD, and about 4 hours in, I had hit the DMT cart. At this time, I was taking baby hits, not enough to go anywhere. About an hour or two later, my friend decides to break through.

I sit quietly. After a few hits, she is in a full girl talk conversation, giggling and responding to comments only she can hear. She mentions me and says, "Yes, he is such a good guy." (As a note, she is conversing for about 45 minutes at this point.) She would hit the cart again when they asked her to. She told me they invited me in and asked me to hit the cart. I take two full hits, and I am in the waiting room if I close my eyes.

She taps my leg, and I take another hit, and then another. I am flying through cracks in the waiting room patterns, trying to find my friend. I can hear the voices talking to her. It sounds like two or three women. They sound far away, down a hallway.

As I am trying to make my way to them, I get this terrible feeling. The feeling of someone watching or following you, and the energy of it, was causing me fear.

I'm not finding my friend, and I don't like the energy following me at all now. So I put my arms tightly to my chest, as if in prayer, to shield myself. I also put up a mental shield (golden bubble). Then I verbally declared that I do not welcome any entity into my energy field at this time. This snaps me out of the waiting room, and I am back in my room. I took the cart from my friend and put it in the drawer.

This morning, I woke up with an immense feeling of guilt and, seemingly out of nowhere, began to cry.

I don't believe whatever I encountered was the same entities my friend was communicating with.

After this encounter, I began to wonder: What was stalking me?

Why couldn't I find my friend or the entities who invited me to speak with them?

And why did I feel such guilt and cry this morning?

I will be staying completely sober for the next week, eating clean, and meditating. I have been in a bit of an escapist rut, using ketamine, alcohol, and other substances. This could have been part of the problem.

Next week, I am meeting with the artist who creates the medicine in person, and he will guide me. Last night, I called him after my experience, and he was able to get information from the DMT realm while fully coherent and communicating with me and the DMT entities simultaneously. I believe he was also communicating with my friend from the other side because their conversation was very partial, but they were fully understanding each other.

I'm excited to try again with a clear head. The fact that I let my fear get in my way has me a bit disappointed.

Any Florida Producers Here?

Any Florida Producers Here?

Stalked in the waiting room?