Revision with aphantasia
Basically I don't see pictures in my head
**Not a venting post. I know how to revise, but I'm curious if others have dealt with this
I've been revising an event in my past but am having trouble with seeing/feeling it "done" due to my condition
TLDR: I had a manic episode where I posted online for the whole world to see (old story)
Strangers at that, like hoards of people I don't know but it was definitely targeted and unintentionally toxic, so not easily forgettable,, and it touched so many realities. There are comments about it up online, in bios, playlists?, a specific website has info on it, etc. I'm sure it's in DMs and everything. This all happened about a perfect year ago, so I'm not concerned with it circulating. It hasn't entered my friend's spaces or anything, just the vast unknown of people I don't know at all. My end is anonymity and it never happening.
Anyway, it lasted about 3 months sooo not just a singular post, but a whole season. How would I revise this into nonexistence? It's hard to visualize empty space does anyone have tips?
I have tried SATs primarily, but for aforementioned reasons it's interesting...
Thank you thank you:)