u/bimbiminkia

sorry maybe this is just me wanting to feel better but are the inhouse mocks the level to which we are expected to write?? they seem slightly unrealistic for the time

so my sp is semi-famous (well quite famous actually but he keeps a low profile, its his parents who are very very famous) but i saw him on a dating app and thought why not. i sent him a DM maybe 3 weeks back on a dating app but didnt get a response there but to be fair his family has been in a reaaallly stressful period.

we then randomly connected on another social platform (linkedin lol) and he connected back with me 2 days ago which was really unexpected as he doesn't have many connections at all. now i have a direct messaging line but i want to manifest him messaging me, also linkedin is a bit weird lol?

i am in the wish fulfilled but im worried that because im imagining an end state so far away (us married lol) , itll end up only happening in a few months. i want to collapse the time and do it now but i feel like thats me being needy and until i solve the neediness it wont happen

I really am spiralling a bit about this. ive been doing way more self concept work and have been getting a crazy amount of attention in the last 2 days from other guys, i usually get some but its really skyrocketed to the point ive been stopped 4 times on the road. but. no real movement from him yet.

we do have some mutuals / similar circles so i know it isnt unrealistic at all