had my first day of my last semester ):
today was the first day of my last semester. i need some encouragement. my clinical is in the ED and starts next week and im so nervous. my head is running through every skill i need to know, every mistake i could make. yet, its everything ive been working for. i love emergency medicine and my group is the only one getting to go on any type of critical care floor. i feel like i should be super amped up like i usually am every semester. like a week in advance every semester i organize my backpack, print everything, make my calendar all planned and pretty...but i havent done any of that. i feel frozen or like i just cant see it. its so close to the end, i should feel the most confident this semester and instead i feel like a deer in headlights.