u/beberib

I had a very diy wedding in March, and pretty much everything that could go wrong went wrong. I’m less upset about those things going wrong than with feeling abandoned by my family in the midst of everything, particularly because I had this wedding for them (my first mistake, obviously) and because I’ve always dropped everything to help them. I love my husband and I’m so glad to be married to him, and I just want to get over this wedding grief of the lost dream day and feeling abandoned by my family because I recognize it’s not worth crying over (and I have cried every day since and feel a gaping void in me…).