u/basilbastille

I'm 14 years old and living in Texas, meaning that all gender affirming care is very illegal for me. I don't know if there's any over the counter supplements I could get to increase testosterone, but I'm taking grape seed oil since I've been told it lowers estrogen. I can't drive, and I have no idea where to start. Does anyone have any suggestions, or alternatives to testosterone that I could look into? My dysphoria is eating me alive. :(