u/artistic_self78346

We met on the internet. We had some fundamental differences but I always thought that it's fine because I truly and genuinely loved her. I was secure. It felt like i had met the loml. Our humour didn't match, neither did our love language but I kept convincing myself that it would be okay but one day, she couldn't take it anymore and decided to leave.

I wish I could go back in time and treat her better. I gave her everything I had. I feel empty asf now and there's nothing I can do about it.

I want to move on but it just feels so hard. These feelings these emotions are driving me crazy.

I told my mom and cried, it helped but I still miss her sooo bad.

Any advice would be welcome but I'm just really tired at this point.