Not motivated for pre 2026
Not feeling motivated after giving mocks. Not getting good marks, stuck in 50-60 range. 2026 will be my 2nd attempt. CSAT is such a boring paper, have maths till 12th but question asked in CSAT is in different league. Why Bhagwan? Why you stuck me here ? Please someone suggest me something to improve marks in CSAT and GS. My preparation is also not so good this year. I wasted the whole year doing shit things, sometimes preparing for some other exam and in the initial months after pre last year, thinking of making a girlfriend blah blah(distraction) because some of my chutiya friends incite me to make a girlfriend in Delhi by saying what are you doing here. After June onwards, coaching classes ended and i started feeling lonely here in Delhi because during coaching i didn't make friends, so for 2-3 months i lived here alone, no one for taking and sharing something. Also, not understanding what to study for Mains. Due to all these fucking reasons I wasted initial months in confusion.shit shit yr, after December onwards prepare for UPSI exam for 2 months along with UPSC and from last 2 months focusing on pre but didn't get marks. Feeling fear of failure this year again. 😞😞