Is what happened to me wrong?
I was about 14 maybe 13 and this girl I knew manipulated me for months till we slept together and then she said it was just to get back at her boyfriend. Then when I was 15 she apologized for it and asked if she wanted us to date I said sure. A couple months go by it's going good but I catch her cheating on me so I leave her for that. Then she tells me in math class she missed her period and that she might be pregnant so I get back with her just for her to get mad at me for going to a football game without telling her and while there I catch her cheating on me again so I tell her if she really is pregnant I want a dna test. Well she gave birth to a boy and we did the test and it wasn't mine. But I just feel disgusted with myself now that I was so easily used for nothing more than pleasure. But I also feel like my feelings are invalid and that I did deserve what happened to me. So are my feelings in the wrong or am I normal for feeling this way