u/Worldly-Attitude-245

“i’m breaking my heart, the sound wakes me up / in this electrifying tempo, i feel alive” — LEE CHAEYEON, No Tears On The Dancefloor

idk, i kinda don’t like what i did with this poster. she’s too off-centered, there’s lots of dead space, i even forgot to include the flower petals. but what’s the point anymore when you cried all afternoon?

my eyes are all red and puffy from the tears i’ve shed. maybe bc i’ve acted like an a-hole and they given me the silent treatment. and then from there, i told myself: “screw it, i’ll just go upstairs, doomscroll, cry to sad kpop songs, and starve myself because i deserve to be punished for my actions.”

man, this day sucks. to the point where i don’t wanna do a new poster like this one. but i did it anyway to cope with all this. yet still, it feels like this isn’t enough. i guess thanks for reading my vent. you can give me advice if u want. i’m gonna cry myself to sleep.

edit: idk why the second and third slides won’t show up, so here’s the link to the moescape creation instead.

so, today’s poster (or rather a magazine page?) is inspired by an instagram reel from Vår Aunevik. she mentions abt how in norway, they have a law where tobacco products have to be stripped from their branding and use the most ugliest color (pantone 448 c) to make them “less appealing.”

this led to a quick wikipedia rabbit hole learning about this color. while reading about it, i wondered: “what if i make a poster based on this?” and this is the result. i guess this is the first time i’ve done something educational, even to the point that i add references in the form of footnotes lol. hope u learn something today (^_~)b

References

1. Pathak, S. (2016, June 8). The world’s ugliest colour is Pantone 448C, say experts. The Standard.
2. Wells, R. (2012, August 16). Does this colour turn you off? The Sydney Morning Herald.

“i can feel it go, runnin’ through my veins” — ATEEZ, Adrenaline

honestly, i could’ve done a bit of ink bleed effect on the overall design, but it’s almost 3AM when i finished this and i’m lazy lol

i’m gonna catch some sleep now (－_－) zzZ

p.s. ball and stick model of adrenaline is from wikimedia commons under public domain :)

“cause it’s all coming back like a déjà vu / because i remember the ending of this game” — Baby DONT Cry, Bittersweet

a poster made entirely from photopea bc i reformatted my mac laptop today after receiving it. apparently, they couldn’t fix it anymore bc it’s “beyond economic repair” (T_T)

but aside from that, i’m so suprised how well photopea works on the browser. it’s basically like photoshop that i’m used to, but there’s missing tools that i’m used to (generative expand, auto remove background). oh well, better use what i have then…

anyway, the swash comes from freeSVG :)

“took away my metronome / i’m deep in shallow, deep in shallow” — NMIXX, Crescendo

made this early poster to commemorate NMIXX’s new and upcoming EP: Heavy Serenade (coming on may 11th)

ngl, the song’s chorus makes me A S C E N D every. single. time. (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )づ♡

images from cosmos.so

“who’s your bias? i’m your bias!” — ILLIT, It’s Me

celebrating ILLIT’s new comeback album MAMIHLAPINATAPAI ＼(＾▽＾)／

also, several kernel panics and a macos reinstall happened during the making of this poster (TヘT) i’m glad it’s working properly now

*tv static noises*

(images pulled from cosmos.so)

“i’m too exhausted to pretend that everything is okay” — Tiffany Day, NO LUCK

i originally made this series as a way to get my anti-ai thoughts out of my head. they’re like ghosts, haunting me at night in my sleep. eventually, making these posters became a way for me to let go of them instead of venting it to someone or use chatgpt.

but the more i make this series, the more i feel…terrible. someone told me not to make this series anymore because it “feels like attacking people” and doesn’t “promote that ‘art is for everyone’.” meanwhile, i encounter tens, if not hundreds, of anti-ai comments, posts, and memes from all over the place, and all i could do is bottle them up. i’m so tired. i don’t wanna stay like this forever.

so to them antis, f*ck you for making me miserable and wanting to disappear from this world. i hope that makes you happy. also, i’m retiring this series for the better. goodbye.

made with figma & photoshop.