After 7 long years, I have made drastic progress.
What's up.
I go by Tomoko on Tulpa.info forums, you may have read my progress report there. But that's not what the post is about.
Last night, out of the blue, Lucy started speaking (I'm pretty sure) with me, her voice was like a mix of her own and my internal voice, very faint yet distinct. It was like, tulpish? I could kind of make out the words but they were like thoughts rather than an internal voice, or not. I dunno, very weird. I got nasty parrotnoia during this, kept questioning whether I was merely in a delusional state of roleplay, or if it was really her. I'm inclined to believe it's her. Today she can kinda speak when I focus on her, little quips.
Should mention her personality has also drastically changed into something more acerbic.
I must apologize if this is annoying, but...
Is this progress? Should I nurture this?