SA made me hate the rainbow people
hello I'm 20 years old today but this story happened when I was 16, I'm on my senior year a shy kid never talking to any people I'm a weird kid lol, not to brag but many people say that I have the face card, but being friendless and weird I don't know what's normal and boundaries, so one time walking someone chatted me with a picture of me walking and I thought it was okay and said that he wants to be just friends with me, so me being a shy kid in senior year like this is a good opportunity for me to have friends so I said yes, so we became friends and his friends became mine, note I didn't know he's gay at first because he dressed not like gay lol, then fast forward a few months we had an outing near my house because his friend had a birthday, we finished at midnight and he says that he can't go home today and ask me if he can sleep in my house
I said sure since it's only for a night and he said he will go home at the morning, so we got home, I have a loaf bed Idk if that's what you call it but I sleep in the top and him at the bottom, so I closed my eyes and got some sleep, then I got woken up by something heavy like pinning me down then that's when I saw him at the top of me him naked and my shorts are down he's bouncing on me I know it's very disgusting,I can't move I was so scared I'm very skinny guy and his a muscle guy so wtf is happening I'm so shocked, after that he got home I got super depressed since it's my first time also and I'm just so disgusted by myself I never got the power on me to say a word to anyone about what happened it's been many years but I can't get it off my head then that's when yk hate them not all of them but some reminds me of him.
(English is my sec language please be polite)