How hard is it for non-native English speakers nowadays? Looking for a career change
Hello everyone, I'm 24 from Russia. I studied biotechnology here and later got an MRes in biomedical research in a prestigious London uni. I hoped to build a career as a scientist, either through academia (mostly) or pharma but after graduation I couldn't secure a job in UK/Europe so I was forced to return home last year. Initially my plan was that I find a job in my field back in Russia, get a couple more years of experience and then try applying again. However, after finally getting back into the lab, I realised I'm completely burned out and miserable and I can't stomach it anymore. Literally came to a point where I just cry every day after work.
I've had signs of burnout back in my masters but I stuck through because of sunk cost fallacy. I picked biochem when I was 13 because I was the token "gifted" kid, I had scientific interests when I was younger and STEM was pretty much the most high-achieving thing you could pick. And I did good enough, until a certain point, but now I realise that working in the lab has been the main root of my suffering all along. It's not the kind of field where you can survive simply by being "good enough". I was very naive as a teenager when I chose my path and the reality of a research career has hit me hard. Science and biotech is a dead end in Russia, almost impossible to get anywhere abroad because the market is cooked, not to mention that my citizenship isn't the best. I've lost all interest and motivation for research and I just think it doesn't let me utilise my actual strengths. I'm afraid of wasting my youth on something I hate for no good reason.
I was always really good with writing and communicating but never pursued a career in humanities because it was considered "unserious" for me. Most of all, I miss my life in London, and I think I enjoyed the idea of becoming part of an international scientific community, traveling and meeting new people from different cultures more than doing the actual science. I feel very stuck at home right now. So I've been looking into something I could do that could help me get out there, and TEFL seems very appealing to me. I've never taught before so it's quite scary, and by no means do I expect it to be all sunshine and rainbows; work is still work, it's going to be hard as hell, but the truth is that for the first time in many months I actually get excited thinking about something. So maybe that's one of the better signs.
I've been to English schools abroad as a teenager (UK/Ireland/USA), reached C2 level when I was 16. Prepared myself for IELTS in a month only with free resources available online, got band 8.5. It's expired now (got it for my masters) but I have a real chance of getting a CPE certificate this summer. I was also planning to visit London before my graduate visa expires in November, and I found a 4-week CELTA course that I would like to stay for. I have my father's financial support for this. I wonder whether all of this, combined with my experience studying and living in London, could be a good selling point.
I'm mostly worried that I'll lose the competition by being Russian or non-native in general. Is it a big hurdle? Does it largely depend on where you're applying to? If I understand correctly, China/Japan/Korea are quite hard to get to but it's not necessarily what I dream of. I'd be very interested to look into Central/South America.
I'm giving myself time to think before going through with this, I'd appreciate any advice.