If only.....(Grief sucks ass)
My wife was still alive, today would have been our 29th wedding anniversary!!! Oh how time has flown by now that I'm sober and on my meds! But it feels like part of me is gone, she was my best friend and partner in everything!!! You really don't know what you have until it's gone, but I know what I had then and have now.. I'm still this broken man that you saw something in, what it is I'll never know... But I'm getting better every day!! I pray that you now see the man you once knew, trying not to forget about the things you did to help me change. I see things different than what I used to, and I hope that you'd be proud of the man I've become.... Nancy Story Chatham, I still love you and I will never forget you!!!! Your soulmate David James Chatham.....