u/WhichEnvironment2478

Hi guys. I’m crying while typing this. I need someone to slap me in the face and tell me to be grateful. Please. Now. I need someone to tell me why I need to stay here and that it does get better.
Moved to syd, away from all my best friends, boyfriend and family and currently living 2 hours away from campus, I work twice a week, I have so much work, sometimes I miss school cause of work, I am so depressed and I feel so lonely here. Help me. Month 3 and I’m losing it. I’m miserable and I have no decent friends. I don’t know what to do or how to feel better and I know I should be so grateful and I sound so spoiled but I don’t know I really need someone to slap me in the face right now because the sacrifice of my parents to even put me here . On a side note sydney is just too damn expensive. I can’t afford it without work. Guys. I feel terrible. I have 3 essays due by the end of the week. Exams are coming up. I moved my flight back 6 days thats how much I am hating it here. Please. I don’t know what to do. Maundy Monday. Fuck.
And everyone is in clicks . Omg . And it’s so embarrassing . I don’t know what to.