u/Waste_Flamingo_6653

i’ve been sick for so long now and doctors are always concerned and then read that i’m mentally ill and suddenly all my symptoms aren’t real or all in my fucking head why do they try tell me how i feel only i know how i feel i hate doctors so much ive never once had a good experience with one

i always love to convince myself i have the recent thing that’s spreading and now i think i have meningitis. I have abit of a sore head and my neck is quite stiff and my body aches and i’m so cold but the thing is i’m also chronically ill so being cold and achy i feel everyday anyways but fuck i’m so terrified i actually have it because im home alone for a next few days and i don’t know what to do

i hate not being able to tell if im sick or it’s just anxiety