Loneliness and Hopelessness
As an Omani guy my Arabic isn't the best, and so when it comes to socialising with others I feel disconnected because people are hardcore focused on Football and Cars. When it comes to social media I dislike it because It isn't real, and I've reached a point where I just want real friendships with people who speak English. On top of all this, I am struggling to find a job and I have studied hard for certifications, also got work experience but nothing is happening. It's just nepotism in bigger corporations, and smaller to med size companies don't have the budget power to bring in someone which is understandable, because of the issue with acquiring investors because of some rules applying to some companies while others are ignored for some reason.
I feel like I am just a complainer, and I wouldn't want to be around this kind of person as it's mentally draining for both parties.
I'm not sure what to change going forward, and I am curious to know what you'll do in my shoes.