u/Virgojuixes

Hi there 🫶🏽 I’m a spiritual Intuitve artist that creates works with themes of nature and metaphysical beauty. I have Crohn’s disease, fibromyalgia, and a permanent ileostomy that I named Charlotte Marie. I’m a mixed media artist that also dabbles with digital art. I’d love to have more chronically ill artist mutuals as well! 🌸

Hey all, just looking for my audience! I now am offering tarot readings and something I like to call Aura Energy Portraits.

Aura/energy portraits are precisely that: based on the energy I pick up from you and your reading I will create from that! Don’t expect a traditional painting; I am an Intuitve mixed media artist so the subject is you in a more metaphysical and stylized form using your image, colors, impression, etc…check out the works here for an idea of the kind of work I do! 😊

Hey all, just looking for my audience! I now am offering tarot readings and something I like to call Aura Energy Portraits.

Aura/energy portraits are precisely that: based on the energy I pick up from you and your reading I will create from that! Don’t expect a traditional painting; I am an Intuitve mixed media artist so the subject is you in a more metaphysical and stylized form using your image, colors, impression, etc…check out the works here for an idea of the kind of work I do! 😊

Hey all, just looking for my audience! I now am offering tarot readings and something I like to call Aura Energy Portraits.

Aura/energy portraits are precisely that: based on the energy I pick up from you and your reading I will create from that! Don’t expect a traditional painting; I am an Intuitve mixed media artist so the subject is you in a more metaphysical and stylized form using your image, colors, impression, etc…check out the works here for an idea of the kind of work I do! 😊

https://beauty-of-mistakes.square.site

Hey all, just looking for my audience! I now am offering tarot readings and something I like to call Aura Energy Portraits.

Aura/energy portraits are precisely that: based on the energy I pick up from you and your reading I will create from that! Don’t expect a traditional painting; I am an Intuitve mixed media artist so the subject is you in a more metaphysical and stylized form using your image, colors, impression, etc…check out the works here for an idea of the kind of work I do! 😊

https://beauty-of-mistakes.square.site

So I had a market today…and I’m learning to hold grief and triumph simultaneously.

I had a hard time this time around, frankly, every time I do these popups it’s never cake as a person with disabilities. I miss my body before all of the trauma, disease, and rampage. I often find that my mind and heart are willing but the physical is a constant feeling of wading through deep waters. The soreness all over, the stabbing, the extreme fatigue, and the not knowing when it will end.

One may think “well then what’s the point of trying if it’s so difficult” and I’d say “because I deserve to live too”. I know my limits even though I don’t agree with them, this society doesn’t agree with them, and my ego does not agree with them. But the actual me who holds space understands and knows what I’ve had to face alone and wake up everyday to.

I unfortunately wasn’t able to do the market I had on Saturday due to chronic illness and pain but I made it to this one today. A part of me really wants to take it as a win, but there’s still a part of me that’s disappointed and full of grief. Yet still I write. Still I make art even though I don’t show it all to the world, I make myself create something EVERYDAY. I still walk with my feet barefoot in the grass and feel it all in my body, my mind, and my heart; not just the good.

The pain, the discomfort, I am always hyper aware of my body to where I feel fragile. Like I’m made of glass. Every single twist and turn has no choice but to be intentional. In this space I feel there’s a divide between perception and truth in this society. And so I turn inwards and try my damndest to trust myself despite that. So I showed up and I tried because of what it meant to me.