Loving someone only to lose them
I just want to vent. Was I really stupid to give all of me only to you the other person isn’t willing to have me like I wanted them. When I want marriage, the other person just wanted a friendship. And so I write.
To whomsoever it may concern,
Who was I to you?
Just a random person you met in life
Or someone whom you wanted to tear apart like there was nothing at all
Or someone to use at their convenience
I really don’t understand
You care but do you really care?
Why is it that you reach out to me many times
But then you never want me
You can think about committing with someone else but not me
You were okay to go with the flow
Without realizing you were just going with your flow not mine
Until one day I get kicked out
Kicked out of the door where I already built my home
And now I just don’t know where to go
So all I do is cry until my eyes run dry
Lay down until my mind gives up
Get up only to realize you are gone
And this way, I might not be a spouse but a writer to write a real feelings
But above all I don’t get it how I was and am the person you share your stuff the most.
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I just write
#reality (no hidden stuff)
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