Sinampal nang adulting, now I don't know where to go from here.
I’m currently rendering my last week at work and I don’t have a backup job yet. I’ve been applying and got some callbacks, but I couldn’t attend some interviews because I’m still rendering and I didn’t want to risk my final pay getting affected since I really need it.
Some of you might ask where my savings went honestly, I had move to a new city and I ended up borrowing money from friends and using loan apps just to get by. I’ve been slowly paying them back, but it’s been really tight financially. I'm genuinely tired and worried.
Now I’m down to my last 1k bill enough to survive this week. My rent is secured, but I don’t really know how I’ll survive next week for food and transpo to go to job interviews. I also don’t know when my final pay will be released—if it’ll come after my last day or if I’ll have to wait weeks.
I’m honestly overwhelmed and anxious right now. This whole transition just feels heavier than I expected.
I'm starting to regret honestly but I couldn't stay in the job anymore. I was still in my 1 month and everything felt shit and kept having thoughts that I shouldn't have. So I had to.