I have been struggling with depression for weeks now (maybe longer). Every single moment of the day is hard. Please pray for me. Thank you.
I believe that leaving my job and now struggling to find a new one that matches my schedule and needs is contributing to it but I'm also feeling defeated due to spiritual attacks that have persisted for years now. These attacks started heavily when I was involved in the occult and have continued even after I repented and turned back to Christ. There are other things too. I don't have a supportive church home that I can lean on. The church I attend now has only seemed to provide me with surface level relationships and certain things have occurred within it which have caused me to feel very isolated and unwanted by my church members (including the pastor) and I've been praying for God to lead my family to a new one. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope. I'm so tired of carrying such heaviness and crying all the time. I'm hiding it well from the people in my life and that scares me.