u/Undeva-n-Balcani

Is my life over for me? Did you saw any schizophrenics accomplishing things in life?

So my diagnosis is pretty bad. Schizophrenia. I'm responsive to treatment but also lack motivation (avolition). I'm taking antipsichotics for 15 years already. Will it ever be better? I don't feel the urge to do anything and I can't start things very easily.

Seems like my goal system/motivation system is fried. I wish I wasn't this numb.

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u/Undeva-n-Balcani — 17 hours ago

Ati avut vreodata experiente care erau improbabile?

Tin minte cand eram clasa a 10-a ne jucam la sport obligatea la bara de la poarta. Am dat de 8 ori la rand in bara de sus si i-am batut pe toti colegii. Desii nu am fost niciodata bun la fotbal sau la sporturi asemanatoare, pur si simplu s-a intamplat.

Alta data m-am jucat carti cu verisoara-mea si jucam un joc care tine doar de noroc. Si ideea jocului era ca primul care pierde si ajunge la 200 de puncte iese din joc, iar ultimul care ramane sub 200 castiga. Am castigat de 13 ori la rand.

Sau spre exemplu am fost la cascada Bigăr duminică și luni s-a prabusit.

Voi ce experiente ciudate ati avut? Nu neaparat placute, pur si simplu foarte improbabile.

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u/Undeva-n-Balcani — 6 days ago

This feature wasn't meant for players but for marketing. they never update it correctly and always use trash ways to host remoteplay. All I wanted was to sit on bed with my laptop on the same fucking network and play remoteplay despite being a feature. I hate sony with all my life right now.

I spent 3 hours trying to make this shit app work. Instead of sleeping or playing or doing something useful in my life.

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u/Undeva-n-Balcani — 11 days ago
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Mi se pare uluitor cum un om poate sa exprime atat de mult cu o statuie. Ideea e simpla, un om orbit de propriul steag cade in prapastie. La fel simt ca e in mai multe tari suveraniste/nationaliste care incearca sa imprime mesajul asta in mintea oamenilor ca tara lor e cea mai buna si trebuie sa fie cea mai buna.

Pentru noi simt ca exprima alegatorul suveran, care crede ca daca sustine partide ce apara numele tarii public si se bat in piept ca noi suntem cei mai buni atunci vom avea o schimbare.

Bine acum mesajul poate fi interpretat. Ma gandeam ca o alta interpretare ar fii soldatii care mor ca sa-si apere tara orbiti de propaganda propriei tari.

Voi ce parere aveti de Banksy si cum interpretati mesajele lui? Mie mereu mi-a placut arta lui.

u/Undeva-n-Balcani — 12 days ago

Nu stau pe facebook deobicei, dar acum de curand cu PSD si asemanarea cu sobolani am mai intrat pe facebook sa le las cate un gif cu sobolani din cand in cand. Au inceput sa-mi apara multe postari legate de politica de la tot felul de partide in special PSD si AUR dar si politicieni precum Ponta. Mai rar de la USR ca posteaza mai putin si nu au atatita sustinatori.

Ce am observat la ei e ca sunt multe postari pe facebook contra USR-ului si PSD-ului dar si pro AUR, multe pagini de partide PSD si cam toate postarile au 1000+ unele chiar si 10-15k. Toti arunca vina una pe altul dar nu vezi o stire pozitiva ce a realizat X sau Y.

Aici pe reddit majoritatea sunt contra AUR si PSD, mai vezi cate un bot in comentarii cu -20 downvotes. Oarecum noi suntem intr-o bula izolati de facebook.

Nu zic ca USR e sfant. Dar mi se pare trist cat de usor se lasa oamenii influentati de ce citesc pe internet si cat de usor se improșcă cu fecale politicienii intre ei.

Sunt de parere ca ar trebui sa mai stam si pe facebook chiar daca nu e cel mai prietenos mediu, poate reusim sa avem alt impact.

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u/Undeva-n-Balcani — 12 days ago
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I think this should be a good metric for how good is a game. Think about this. You like Kingdome Come Deliverance and Witcher 3. Steam recommands you Red Dead Redemption 2 and Crimson Desert.

Which game should you buy?

Red Dead Redemption 2 has 35% main story completion, on the other hand Crimson Desert has 5% main story completion. This will make the consumers be more cautious when they buy and probably end their games without refunding or leaving a bad review.

Of course things like hours played matter as well since hours on a long finished game should count more than a short game. Or when was the game launched. Or how fast did players finished the number of hours. But let's keep this for another discussion.

Should Steam implement a feature like this?

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u/Undeva-n-Balcani — 14 days ago

Damn, this never stops. It's like a torture for my mind. Why this happens all the time? Everytime I start to not care about her I dream her and I fall in love in the dream with her. And when I wake up my mind thinks about her....

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u/Undeva-n-Balcani — 15 days ago

Hi, I'm from Europe, 27yo, male with schizophrenia diagnosis. I'm taking 525mg Trevicta (paliperidone/Invega US). Since I took paliperidone for the first time I had retrograde ejaculation and ejaculation during stool. Is this side effect normal? My psyhiatrist want to change to risporidone pills.

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u/Undeva-n-Balcani — 18 days ago