u/True-Command2505

My fiancée and I only have one parent left each. I am an only child and have very few friends. He doesn’t want to invite his only brother (he hasn’t spoken to him in a year). He has a few more friends than me but we’re kind of loners. I have always dreamed of a big wedding with dancing and celebration but that doesn’t seem to be an option. I’ve come to regret the way I’ve lived my life because I have been forced to face how lonely I am now that I’m trying to plan getting married. I think about having a micro-wedding or something but it all just sounds so embarrassing and pathetic to have to admit that I am ultimately a very lonely person. I don’t know how to go about getting married without feeling this shame.