How do you get a better mental when all you seem to do is lose?
I just spent pretty much my entire Saturday and a bit of Sunday technically playing cs2.
I played 16 games and won 5. That is absolutely abysmal and I feel nothing after playing this game for that long and coming out with 2k less elo (12k> 10k) than when I started. Feels like a total waste.
I played 2 solo queues and the rest were with friends. Sure I had fun with them but my mental is totally destroyed and I just honestly want to give up entirely. When I'm down even 2 rounds or ffs even when we are tied for rounds going into T, my mental shifts badly and I just play worse because im so worried about losing again. It gets worse and worse the more I lose.
I feel like i am not improving whatsoever. Its exhausting and I feel like totally giving up on the game and dumping my inventory.