Why do I feel like God doesn't want to help me?
I'm going through an extremely difficult time. Actually, I always have been. I've been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and ADHD since I was little, and I feel like I've spent my whole life just suffering.
I recently went through a breakup with someone I loved very much, but he abandoned me at the most difficult moment of my life, lied to me, and in less than a month he's already dating someone else. I pray to God all the time to help me; I believe He can do anything, but it seems like He just doesn't want to help me, and all I've been asking for is to stop suffering.
I don't ask for anything anymore, I don't ask for anything to happen, just to stop suffering so much, to get that person out of my head, but nothing happens. I've already tried the worst and I don't know how much longer I can take it. Why doesn't God help me?