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The stories centered around a company that produces snuff films, akin to 8mm, Manhunt, Videodrome, etc. I believe “For The Vile” was the name of the company or just a phrase that was repeated and I can’t find it. The stories varied in tone, one was a graphic description of one of the videos, one was a sickly funny profile of a “star” of the videos (a male victim) written in a style reminiscent of Dennis Cooper. I know for a fact this is real but I can’t find it, I vividly remember reading this in college in 2010 on /x/ or a 4chan archive site, does anyone remember this? I was interested in songwriting at the time and was trying to write a song inspired by it but it was shit so I forgot about it

I had an awful reaction to psychiatric meds I was on about three years ago and overnight developed severe ED and a reduced sex drive. (Look up PSSD) Fast forward three years and the rest of my life is honestly pretty good aside from anxiety and depression so I want to start dating but I have no idea how I’d find someone who’s fine with a guy who can’t really do PIV. Through a combination of daily Cialis and natural recovery over three years I can finally get it all the way up again (especially if lying down) but it goes away quickly without constant stimulation so I don’t think I can have sex. I’m mostly looking for companionship and non-sexual intimacy but I do get turned on by women and would love to satisfy a woman in other ways but I’m 34 with really limited experience (I have autism and social anxiety) so I don’t know how and I’m worried I’ll just embarrass myself. I really don’t want to be alone forever but I know women my age wouldn’t want to put up with someone like me

The rest of my life is honestly pretty good aside from anxiety and depression so I want to start dating but I have no idea how I’d find someone who’s fine with a guy who can’t really do PIV. Through a combination of daily Cialis and natural recovery over three years I can finally get it all the way up again (especially if lying down) but it goes away quickly without constant stimulation so I don’t think I can have sex. I’m mostly looking for companionship and non-sexual intimacy but I still get turned on and would love to satisfy a woman in other ways but I’m 34 with really limited experience (I have autism and social anxiety) so I don’t know how and I’m worried I’ll just embarrass myself. I really don’t want to be alone forever

FWIW I’m hopeful we’ll see new treatments for ED in the future

The stories centered around a company that produces snuff films, akin to 8mm, Manhunt, Videodrome, etc. I believe “For The Vile” was the name of the company or just a phrase that was repeated and I can’t find it. The stories varied in tone, one was a graphic description of one of the videos, one was a darkly funny profile of a “star” of the videos (a male victim). I know for a fact this is real but I can’t find it, I vividly remember reading this in college in 2010 on /x/ or a 4chan archive site, does anyone remember this?

He’s open about how Rue is based on his own experience as an addict and the second season reveals that Lexi is a character that’s very personal to him, a struggling and misunderstood writer who strangely mirrors his adult experience. In the new season I was struck by how so many of the characters are portrayed as totally pathetic and I suspect he’s just not interested in writing about adults, especially adult women. I’ve always imagined Lexi is his “residual self image” to borrow a Matrix term and maybe Jules’s storyline appeals to him because of the experience of being uncomfortable with one’s own body and the roles assigned to them.

He’s open about how Rue is based on his own experience as an addict and the second season reveals that Lexi is a character that’s very personal to him. In the new season I was struck by how so many of the characters are portrayed as totally pathetic and I suspect he’s just not interested in writing about adults, especially adult women. I’ve always imagined Lexi is his “residual self image” to borrow a Matrix term and maybe Jules’s storyline appeals to him because of the experience of being uncomfortable with one’s own body and the roles assigned to them.