Exhausted
I fought so hard.
I haven’t touched the offending drug since August 2025 and I’m still trapped in this nightmare. It’s been 9 agonizing months.
In October I decided to take gabapentin because I thought it might help, but it didn’t do much. I’m tapering off slowly now (down to 400 mg from 900 mg), but I don’t know if that’s making things worse.
It feels like my body is being torn in opposite directions. The neurological torment is relentless, and the tinnitus and pressure in my head never stop.
This is a severe nervous system injury and I’m exhausted from fighting it.
And before anyone says “It’s probably just the gabapentin“ I already felt horrible while taking it. I honestly feel hopeless because the symptoms are so extreme.
I’m only 22 and I can’t believe I’m going through this. I just want the suffering to stop.
How should i deal with this??
I can‘t stop thinking about ending it 😭
I wanna kms but I‘m scared omg 😭