Want a toy...
Keep seeing toys I wanna get and play with in little space but not brave enough to just buy them myself (also can't always afford even if it's like $7 play dough) ...but I feel sad I feel like I'm telling a baby no they can't have something... But I want the baby to be happy... I want to be happy when I'm little not just sad... But I can't care for myself the way a child needs to be cared for... Kids don't have to be spoiled or need every toy in the world but... Play is hard by myself... I have crafts and that helps but I miss actually toys sometimes too not just like play dough. That was just something I saw while browsing. I like to look at Amazon sometimes to daydream about the toys I want... But it's been making me sad lately bc I know how badly I just want to have them and be in my own little world playing... Sorry semi big right now and just feeling sad about that... I feel like a brat sad about wanting a toy...