u/Tingle-My-Dingle

Seriously, because I literally do not give a shit. I think I should be taking care of myself and worrying about only me. But I see all these other good people helping others. I see people all the time to stop to help people on the road when their car breaks down. I've passed up two last month alone broken down on a busy highway. Others got out and helped push the truck off to the side of the road. Not me. Too hot to give a damn. If it were winter, it'd be too cold to give a damn. But if my car breaks down or if I need any other kind of help boy am I sure grateful there are good people out there who will lend a hand to me. I want to be one of them, but even if I force myself to lend a hand...it's all just pretend. I mean, really, I literally don't give a shit and would rather not help anyone.....ever. I don't even want to fool with someone unless I know they are important and might be able to do something for me in return. I have time I could help homeless people and I could volunteer. But that's never gonna happen. Maybe I should title my post "why am I such a shit person."