Just sharing my experience
I don't have anyone else to talk to about these things, but I feel the need to do so.
For the record. I've been dealing with what I thought were allergies for the last 2 days. It was actually a respiratory infection. I rarely get sick.
I've heard about God's that witches work with. For the last two weeks I've had gnats with no explanation. I've never had a gnat problem before. Then I kept getting electronics malfunctions and odd sounds around my home. My cats recently got an interest in knocking down my protection wards, but I brushed it off. as them doing cat things. They've never cared about my wards before.
I do some more research and find out some gods can be associated with gnats. One of them was Loki. I did a tarot reading and pulled out multiple cards that represents Loki.
I found it odd that a God was reaching out to me. Why would they? So I say out loud "If you're Loki, show up in my dream and tell me what you want". I also do some tarot cards and pull out a card associated with Loki, so I think it's probably him. I was doing a good luck spell for work and tried to blow out the candles. They did not go out, which has never happened before. I try again to blow them out and I had no luck. I blew onto the candles so hard that I got melted wax everywhere amd they still did not go out.
I then say out loud, that I have to go to sleep for work and was finally able to blow my candles out. The spell was to create good luck and banish all negative energies and entities during my next work shifts.
I never dream. That night I dreamed I was in a zombie apocalypse. This old woman asked me to promise to help her get her relatives in her home. I agreed and we go to her home. Zombies are everywhere but the van protects us. I pulled up to the house and it was clear of zombies. Before I get out the van, I get an intense feeling that this was a trap. I decide to go back on my promise and was drive to safety. I look back to see the old woman, and her eyes changed into black. I feel her anger radiating off her. She tells me "You broke your promise". I wake up and I feel a bit sicker but not enough to call off work yet.
I tough it out and go to work. Looking back I can't tell if the protection spell was trying to banish the thing in my apartment or it was manipulating the spell because my last shift was not great. The spell has never failed before.
I get home and go to sleep and wake up even sicker. I felt so sick that I called off today.
I do self care. I'm super dense and it takes me a while to interpret the dream. I get the feeling this was NOT Loki reaching out to me. I reflect and decide to do some tarot cards with a tealight for spirit connection.
I asked if it was Loki. I pulled Wands and cups cards. I had a gut feeling it was lying to me. I asked it 2 more times if it was a deity or God. I remember pulling the moon card and another card that meant "maybe".
I put more of my energy into my deck with the intention to get the absolute truth out of whatever this thing was. I ask it if it was Loki. I pulled Swords card which meant, no, to me. I get annoyed and ask it if it's a God. I pulled Tower card. That's when I put all the pieces together and ask it if it is evil and wants to do harm to me. I pull a definite, yes, card.
And that's when I decided to triple cleanse my entire home. I'm planning on charging up my current wards and making some more wards.
In the past I had spiritual friends that have told me spirits can lie and pretend to be someone else. I feel the need to share in case any new witches see this. Be careful who you talk to in the spiritual realm.
What are you're thoughts on this? I'm curious.