u/Think-Internal-1364

I have a crush on Sailerman (TW: Mentions of attempted suicide, depression and stalking)

Ok, I know what you're about to say, "You have a crush on Sailerman yet don't like Breadophin!", let me explain

Let me formally introduce myself, hi, I'm a AFAB (assigned female at birth) nonbinary, I go by They/Them, She/her and It/Its is ok, just not He/Him, I don't have a preferred/chosen name yet so just call me Anon, Anonymous or OP (Or my display name, Kazotsky/KazotskyTF2)

So anyways, when I first found out about TF2, I was in a depressive state and had very bad thoughts at myself, I had attempted twice in the past, I made a friend who we'll call A, A introduced me to Serverblight, I was hooked, I watched it EVERYWHERE, I was absolutely obsessed, A quit watching after episode 2 or 3 but I kept watching then I met Sailerman, after watching all the episodes (Pre manipulation btw), I would binge Sailerman, I was in love, it didn't help that I was obsessed with scout SPECIFICALLY, he always made me smile, until manipulation, I loved the episode but after, I cried for 5-10 minutes straight because Sailerman became evil, I was still in love to the point of STALKING AND MAKING A WHOLE GOGGLE DOC ABOUT HIM

What was I on? 😭

Anyways, this wasn't the 1st time, MULTIPLE of my comfort characters have died, become depressed or turned into a villian, this was like the 2nd or 3th time.

Yes, I expect the worse, "WTF?!", " You're crazy!", ETC ETC.

Thanks for reading, I'll do a QnA soon (maybe) so if you have a question, I'll answer, keep it appropriate please and I'll be posting some art and speedpaints soon but I will (most likely) be taking a break from the internet

Also thank for being so nice and polite on my last post, I was afraid to it at first because I didn't want to be doxxed and harassed because I didn't like a fan favorite, thank you so much, bye for now

(Reposted because it included personally things about Boxy, I am so sorry to everyone, especially Boxy, it will never happen again, I am so sorry Boxy)

Ok, I know what you're about to say, "You have a crush on Sailerman yet don't like Breadophin!", let me explain

Let me formally introduce myself, hi, I'm a AFAB (assigned female at birth) nonbinary, I go by They/Them, She/her and It/Its is ok, just not He/Him, I don't have a preferred/chosen name yet so just call me Anon, Anonymous or OP (Or my display name, Kazotsky/KazotskyTF2)

So anyways, when I first found out about TF2, I was in a depressive state and had very bad thoughts at myself, I had attempted twice in the past, I made a friend who we'll call A, A introduced me to Serverblight, I was hooked, I watched it EVERYWHERE, I was absolutely obsessed, A quit watching after episode 2 or 3 but I kept watching then I met Sailerman, after watching all the episodes (Pre manipulation btw), I would binge Sailerman, I was in love, it didn't help that I was obsessed with scout SPECIFICALLY, he always made me smile, until manipulation, I loved the episode but after, I cried for 5-10 minutes straight because Sailerman became evil, I was still in love to the point of STALKING AND MAKING A WHOLE GOGGLE DOC ABOUT HIM

What was I on? 😭

Anyways, this wasn't the 1st time, MULTIPLE of my comfort characters have died, become depressed or turned into a villian, this was like the 2nd or 3th time.

Yes, I expect the worse, "WTF?!", " You're crazy!", ETC ETC.

Thanks for reading, I'll do a QnA soon (maybe) so if you have a question, I'll answer, keep it appropriate please and I'll be posting some art and speedpaints soon but I will (most likely) be taking a break from the internet

Also thank for being so nice and polite on my last post, I was afraid to it at first because I didn't want to be doxxed and harassed because I didn't like a fan favorite, thank you so much, bye for now

Ok put the pitchforks down, let me explain

Call me Sadistic but I just don't feel bad for her

"B-But she watched her friend die!!!"

So did Dicks and MANY other characters

"She's depressed!!!"

So is Dicks probably and THE OTHER CHARACTERS WHO SURVIVED THE SERVERBLIGHT

"But she saved them in manipulation!!"

So?

"B-But she's probably watched others die-"

SO DID DICKS AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO SURVIVED

I seriously don't get how people feel so OVERWHELMING sad about her when I just don't...

In the episode she's introduced at the end, she literally tells Dicks to fuck off RIGHT AFTER HE SAVED HER, yes, she changes but I still don't feel bad, Directionz, yes, but her? I'm sorry, NO.

Thanks for reading this, bye!!!