I think I accidentally cheated on my girlfriend... And I feel terrible.
Me (18M) and my girlfriend (19F) are in a long distance relationship since 2024. And we recently hit our 2 year anniversary.
I don't have many friends but some of my classmates do consider me as their friend. I don't really trust them to be honest. That's why I kept my relationship private. If I were to tell them it would've been a true disaster.
I'll get straight to the point. It was just a normal hang out with my male friends (there were a few females too)... I wasn't that close to anyone but they kept me to company them for casual chatting etc. I was minding own business eating food etc etc.
when I asked for water, one of the females gave me a bottle and like a normal person I drank some water from it. when I finished drinking she had this weird smile on her face, I asked if something happened she replied that she put her spit in that bottle.
it was at that moment I felt utterly disgusted I smashed the bottle into the ground and just left the place. I drove my bike at full speed that day, just trying to forget it.
I just can't talk to my girlfriend normally after that, I kept feeling like I've did something I shouldn't have.