u/TheRavagerSw

The latest wrapper release is 4 years old, the one on awesome cpp is 11 years old.

There is lmdb replacement by a russian dude, but he doesn’t open source tests for weird ass reasons and deliberetely ships a 40k loc source so people don't fork it.

Rocksdb exists but is huge, and is very slow to compile, and doesn’t really compare to btree solutions if stuff I read is true.

I don’t really get it, parallel data read/write is such an important thing, why we don’t have anything for it?

I feel wiser but dumber, I'm unable to stress myself beyond a certain capacity.

I treat group projects like the professor is my boss, I just do most stuff myself and inform the professor to let the others do their part.

Listening lectures is weird, going home feels different. Talking with your peers seems like a massive waste of time.

It feels like when at school I look to the world in an apathetic state, but when I do literally anything else, I feel like a human again.

Some guy who likes doing stuff, talking about stuff and doing all sorts of weird things, not some robot who's only purpose in life is bow down to a filthy academic.

I like having an ego, I don't like the power balance in school.

I just want this shit to end to feel human forever more.