Disappointed in myself
I feel so stupid,..a few days ago I (23M) made a friend online (also a guy but purely straight and platonic), best night this entire year tbh. The next day he just woke up distant, and conversation just went colder and colder, and I’ve been asking myself what went wrong, especially since he initially seemed just as excited too. How tf did I get soo attached, I really am not doing great, and unfortunately there’s nothing I can do.
Edit:
I think I might be bipolar, coz today Im actually doing great, and wondering what that was all about🌝. But I decided not to delete this post, because I don’t want to invalidate how I felt yesterday when I posted this since I genuinely felt how I felt, regardless of not being proud of it.