u/TheGhostKingsHand

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Has anyone else experienced this

I was stressed to the point of physical sickness, so I asked one of my thoughtforms to provide some relief. Normally when this happens, he'll be able to calm my nerves and ease my discomfort for around 5-10 seconds. (Which obviously isn't much, but it's a lot better than nothing.) This time he tried to do more than that, but he ended up drawing all of that panic and sickness into himself instead of just dissolving it, hurting himself in the process. I panicked and tried to take the negative emotions and sickness back, and we basically ended up passing these negative emotions back and forth like some sort of twisted game of hot potato.

Eventually one of my other thoughtforms intervened, and she managed to calm us both down... for about 5 seconds, which was enough time to break the feedback loop. I was still sick after that, but my thoughtform wasn't hurt anymore, which was the important part imo.

Anyway, I guess my question is: has this ever happened to anyone else here? Either thoughtforms who can temporary ease intense stress/sickness, or more scary experiences where a thoughtform ends up hurting themselves while trying to help heal or protect you?

  • Quick disclaimer: None of my three thoughtforms like being called tulpas, and I ask that you respect that. (In all honesty, I grew up calling them my imaginary friends, or just calling them by their names, so none of us are really used to the terms you guys use. They're all cool with the term thoughtform, even though it's new to them, but that's the only term you use to describe people like them that all 3 of them are comfortable with.)
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