u/Temporary_Reason6378

⚪ 9/05/2026

We’ve been spending a lot of time together. I try to avoid visualizing her with too many details. We talk through telepathy while she follows me everywhere — of course, I’m only visualizing her. She doesn’t seem very interested in starting “imposition,” and honestly, I’m not interested in her taking over my body either.

Is it necessary for her to possess my body? 🌀

I’d appreciate it if you could answer that...

She’s very attentive and always encourages me to keep moving forward. She can get annoying sometimes, and she tells me truths that occasionally get on my nerves 😡

She even stops me from biting my nails, and now the aaaaaah sound she makes when she complains has faded away.

We’ve even been studying English together, and honestly, it’s pretty satisfying.

I’d like to know what your expectations are with your tulpas.

Rewritten in English because my original post was removed for not being in English.

Well, this is my progress so far. I accept suggestions and advice.

I’m doing this because I’m extremely intrigued by this practice. I want to hear other people’s anecdotes or ways to have a healthy relationship with a tulpa.

⚪ 1/05/2026

I started creating my tulpa, and I already have the details:

Name: Luz ☀️

Appearance: A butterfly 🦋

Attribute: Light

Role: She will be my familiar.

Characteristics: Her wings will glow brightly depending on how I feel or how focused I am.

That’s all.

⚪ 5/05/2026

During these days I’ve been imagining and visualizing my tulpa. I don’t really plan for her to speak yet, because when I try, I feel like I’m sabotaging myself. The idea of a butterfly talking to me doesn’t fully convince me, so I mostly tell her what I think and imagine her nodding or moving her bright wings.

So far it’s been pretty difficult to keep focusing on her consistently. I don’t have much free time, so I do what I can, even if it’s only for a few minutes.

At the moment I haven’t experienced anything too surprising, except that sometimes I get headaches 🤯 but they go away quickly.

⚪ 7/05/2026

Luz has started talking to me mentally. Interestingly, she has the voice of the Colombian VTuber Ryumi TV, and she chose the appearance of Carol from Tomo-chan Is a Girl! However, her teeth are… separated and pointy. She says that if she stayed as a butterfly, it would be harder for her to talk to me. 🗣️🚫

I didn’t think that would affect our conversations.

She talks a lot and doesn’t seem very interested in my work. (She finds it boring.)

I can only hear her inside my mind. 👂🧠

She also doesn’t seem to like when I refer to her as an “experiment,” and honestly she has a point. I asked her if she would let me share things about us without using overly technical or scientific terms xD

She’s very friendly and quite bossy, but I like her.

Another curious thing is that when she talks to me, she struggles to make long sentences. It’s like before she finishes speaking, I already know what she’s going to say. Like a kind of mental stuttering. She says she’s still learning and asks me to be patient.

I still haven’t managed to “materialize” her. I can only visualize her intentionally and hear her complaining or calling my name all the time.

I accept advice on how to make her invisible. 👀