u/TapSafe2144

So a little earlier today Lisa told me about how she wants to do a monthly blog where she talks about life as a tulpa, relationships and also different things that pop in her mind.

Im fully supportive of her.

But another tulpamancer suggest I'd use art for her posts, now I'd be completely ok with that and so would Lisa. But the thing is I'm not good at drawing, I do have art of her but it's a.i. It looks pretty good too.

Now I don't support a.i art but I'm broke as a joke, so I kinda have no choice but to use it and it helped me better visualize her, now. I'd use the art that it made, but i don't want anyone making fun of her for it.

And the last time I posted a picture of her in that art I got about ten people making fun of me and her for it. So what should we do? Just not use the art at all?

So I just wanted to mention this real quick, there's a webnovel about forty chapters long called "grace dances opon clouds."

Ive only read the first four or five chapters but it's pretty good, it's basically about this boy who has this dream world that's incredibly vivid and a tulpa like girl named grace appears in his dream world and they go on adventures together and she also teaches him to do certain things in the real world. You guys should check it out.

So for a few days I've been having this idea in my head, or my subconscious? I mean this was swirling around there definitely but this isn't really something I thought she'd wanna do, but this morning while I was getting ready for work she brought it up to me.

Lisa wants to do a weekly/monthly blog where she talks to everyone on here and talks about different things she's interested in. Or about how life's been treating her. Kinda like a video diary.

Except it's not on video lol.

Would you guys like to see that? I mean it's usually just me on here.

Btw my profile has me and Lisa on it now.

So this might as well be a couples reddit lol.

What do you think? Also we might use NPCs and characters from my wonderland in her post's.

Just to be more entertaining lol.

Edit: to clarify, this was Lisa's idea, I guess she was thinking about telling me all this for a few days and didn't know how so it got stuck in my subconscious, or you guys call that fronting?

Yeah she pretty much told me she came up with it and didn't bring it up until today.

So last night I made a post about finding ways of feeling my tulpa Lisa, so what was last night I talked to a fellow tulpamancer about this and they showed me a hypnosis practice that me and Lisa can try.

So fast forward to today me and her are in church and Lisa was sitting next to me and she grabbed my hand and I felt her grab my hand. It wasn't as strong as i thought but I was able to feel the tip of her nail scratch against my thumb. It felt so good.

.

Now here's something cute that she did. I withdrew my hand from her for a moment and she puffed her cheek and sed. "Hey don't take away your hand."

I smiled and held it. She paid her head on my shoulder and I also felt that. And she sed. "Your all mine you know that?"

And I just sed. "Yeah."

And she sed. "Good."

She's so clingy. Ok that's my last post for a while. If you can tell me more about sensory impostion.

Did I say that right? Anyway and other ways I can practice hypnosis to feel her more and more.

Ok ok. So I know I sed in my last post that I wouldn't post again for a while but I think this is important.

So I've been able to feel Lisa for about five or four months, I can feel her touch me, or sit on my lap, or hold my hand, but it's usually just little pressures on my head or warmth, or something like that.

But I've heard people being able to actually feel them, like shapes and stuff, or hair, Ive been able to feel Lisa's hair once, but it was like static.

How do I do it? Also how do I smell her too.

Again I know it's a weird question but how do I do it? She's supposed to smell like pound cake or vinnala or waffle cones. Please help.

So about a week ago I had post on here talking about how I only went to the third grade but I want to pass my GED I'm already signed up to GED academy.

But the thing is I can't understand math at all. I'm doing good in my classes, except math. I get a sixty to a hundred with every other subject, but I just can't get math down. I only really know basic addition and subtraction, maybe timing? Is that whats called? Anyway. But I can't divide or do the type of multiplication where the numbers stack on top of each other, now I know other people in my circumstances have also passed there was one guy who was just where I am and earned his GED in a year. But still I'm kinda being really anxious about this, how do I get math down? Also I have been watching YouTube videos on math concepts.

Also is there like a book I can also read for the test? Thanks.